April Day 7

I've procrastinated with my post for today.  I've mulled it around all afternoon and even more this evening.  I was reading about Jane Austen this afternoon after watching Becoming Jane for the umpteenth time on Netflix.  I really thought about how difficult it must have been to have lived in her lifetime.  How hard it would be to love someone but not be allowed to marry merely because of financial circumstances.

I'm so glad we don't live within those constrictions nowadays.  My heart breaks for her each time I watch the movie and know that she was never allowed to marry her true love.  Obviously it never hurt her writing skills!  If anything, her broken heart probably helped her write her books.  I just wish she could have had her happy ending with Mr. Tom LeFroy.  I love a happy ending.  Any other Jane-ites out there?

peace and love,

leadonna

April Day 6

I had a super busy day today, so, I'm going to keep this super short and just share photos of my grandson's 1st Birthday Party.  This is Matthew Gray Jones.  He actually turned one yesterday, however, his party was today.  He's my second grandchild, his sister, Emmaline Grace, is 10 and she's my first grandchild.  I love them both dearly.

 All tuckered out and ready for a nap!  Happy First Birthday, Matthew!  Nina loves you!!

peace and love,

leadonna

April Day 5

Just a quick post before the day is gone to share a spread from my Quote Journal.  I love this quote!

This page was a fun one to do!  I printed my head image, colored it with Prismacolor Pencils and cut it out.  I found a page in a catalog that matched it in size and cut that out.  For the background on the journal pages, I inked the background, stenciled a little, stamped a little and glued everything down.  It was really simple but is one of my favorite pages.  I find it peaceful.  See you tomorrow!

peace and love,

leadonna

April Day 4

It's a beautiful spring day here in North Carolina!  It's going to be in the mid 70's today and that makes me incredibly happy!  I plan to sit in the sun for a bit and soak up some natural vitamin D.  I need it after this past winter.  We've had a lot of rain here, far more than normal, and it has left me feeling drained. So, like the flowers popping up around me, I'm going to enjoy the sun and bloom a little!

This is from my Quote Journal.  (Did you know Jim Carrey paints?  He's really quite talented, a little out there at times, but, what else is new?)  This spread was super easy and fast.  I used Onyx Black Archival Ink and stamped the Stampendous Ranunculus Field stamp across the two pages to create my field of flowers.  Next I simply used my Kuretake Gansai Tambi Watercolors to paint the page.  I printed out my quote, cut it up and inked the edges with some Memento Lady Bug Ink and glued them on.  Easy peasy!

Thanks for stopping by!

peace and love,

leadonna

April Day 3

Today I feel like sharing a simple little painting I did of the Bode Island Lighthouse.  I love the beach.  I feel so at peace there, like each wave is coming for a worry and taking it away.  The fresh smell of the salty air cleanses my soul.  The breeze whips my hair into a tangled mess and causes my baby hairs to curl into little tendrils around my face.  The sun warms my skin and removes all of the winter chill I dislike so much.  The sand between my toes alternates between warm and cool as I push my feet deeper digging a little hole.

When I look at this little painting, these are all of the feels that wash over me like a wave.  No, there's no actual beach shown.  No, you don't see the water.  Still, I know it's there.  I know what's on the other side of that marsh.  I've felt that sand and that breeze and that sun.  I've watched that water.  Isn't it amazing that one little painting can bring back so many wonderful feelings?  Isn't that why we create art?  To share our feelings.  To show the world visually what we can't always say with words.  Or maybe just to reminds ourselves of a beautiful experience or feeling, even if we don't share it with others.

I know it's not perfect but it reminds me of a perfect place and that's all that matters.   Maybe it will warm you up a little too!  Have a wonderful day!

peace and love,
leadonna

April Day 2

It's day 2 of Effy Wild's Artfully Wild Blog Along challenge.  I thought I would share a page from my Quote Journal.  This is just a small Dylusions journal that I started a short while back that I'm using for my favorite quotes that make me happy.  Something that when I'm feeling blue, I can pick it up and look through it and feel better.

I plan to leave my Quote Journal to my granddaughter, Emmaline.  When I've filled the pages, I want to write a special message just to her.  This way, she'll always have a bit of me with her and hopefully she'll cherish it as much as I cherish her.  I want her to always remember our times together creating art.

The head is a digital stamp from Vera Lane Studios (you can find her on Etsy) and the body is just paper I collaged into arms and a body shape.  The background is various inks from Memento and the circles were lids I used like stamps.  I printed the quote from the computer, cut it up, and inked it.  I added my flowers and some Stickles and, voilà!  Oh, and the head was colored with Prismacolor pencils.

This time of year, when the flowers start blooming, it always lifts my spirit and makes me happier.  There is a lot of truth to this quote!  I hope you have a wonderful day!  Thanks for stopping by!

peace and love,

leadonna

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April Fools

I've accepted a challenge by Effy Wild to blog every day in April.  How foolish of me!  I don't know what I was thinking because typing right now is quite painful.  I had wrist surgery on January 8th and everything was going fine until I turned a doorknob a couple of weeks ago and felt a very sharp pain. I don't know exactly what happened in my wrist, but, something ain't right!  It hurts!  I go to see my surgeon on April 8th and hopefully he can figure out what happened and fix it.  Preferably without another surgery!  Anyway, I've accepted the challenge, I will do my best to complete it.

The wrist issue has also interfered with my art.  It's hard to draw and paint right now but my soul is screaming at me to do it anyway.  It's like a damn Nike commercial playing in my head, "Just do it!"  So I sketch but I'm not painting.  I'm scared to mess up the sketch that I've fallen in love with.  How silly is that?  The "what ifs" have taken up residence in my brain.  What if I totally fuck it up?  What if I can't get the skin tones just right?  What if I can make the bubbles look the way I see them in my head?  What if it sucks?  I hate the "what ifs."  They suck!

I know it's only a journal page, but, it's a piece of me.  I put my heart into it.  I went back into my mind to my childhood for this journal spread.  I take ownership.  So, the perfectionist in me joins forces with the "what ifs" and it becomes a stalemate.  It sits and it mocks me because it's incomplete.  It is my "Circle of Art."  

How the hell do I break out of this vicious circle?  How do I abolish the "what ifs" for good?  I really want to learn to create and not worry about perfection.  I want to create for the sake of creating.  I want to get my hands all painty and messy and just enjoy the process.  I wish I could let my inner child come out to play, but, the truth is, she wasn't much fun.  That's a whole other story for another time.

love and peace,

leadonna